'I have will-power, I just never thought you wanted me to use it with you.'

SUNKEN IN
YOURE REALLY GONE
IM A WRECK
IVE MADE A MESS OF EVERYTHING
DONT BLAME YOURSELF
I BLAME MYSELF TO MAKE A LITTLE MORE SINCE OF THE MOST UNBEARABLE PAIN
ITS OVER
YOURE DONE FOR GOOD
YOUVE LEFT ME
RETURN WILL BE NEVER
NOT WITH YOU FOREVER

I no longer feel those lip marks on my cheeks from my first heart break and for that I am thankful. In it's place I carry an even decieving heart break, full of unbearable pain and desperate sorrow.

For the first time I was speechless
Staring at the truth
fanasing that this was a lie
I wished with all my heart
rewind
..Kaitlyn sorry i just dont love you anymore .. not u its me ur great .. but i just dont love u .. hope we can stay friends ..

Three weeks before today the coming of Valentine's Day would have been a bright sunshine to my life, a day full of love and a life loving day.
Now it brings self pity to lovers and a dagger through every smile we ever had, memories that love to repeat

Three weeks ago the announcement of a Valentine's dance would have sent a wave of butterflies at the thought and on the spot and up brought any sad mood now it cuts my heart again. Deep, and it's deepening as it creeps closer

Giving up is like saying you never meant a thing to me
when you meant more to me then I thought was too good for my fairytale dreaming

So no I can't let go of you
not until we try this again
give it our all
express embrace
our feelings words

"Right now he is trying to untingle his hands from the puppet strings he never even realized where attached to me and in his control."

'He doesn't want this for me, he never wanted to hurt me.'

'My heart gripped him, and natural won't let go.'