"A broken heart won't kill ya, it will shatter your life, shatter your light, shatter your happiness, but you will one day further on regain control and walk on."

'Would you even care if I died?'

To J

"Hit me with your best shot, now I see I can take a lot.'

He's lying when a dramic pause sepurates your I love you to him, from his I love you too
He's lying when he says I love you too back, and then laughs about how long it took him
You know a guy's lying when he says he loves you too, but the passions gone

'My heart gripped him, and natural won't let go.'

'He doesn't want this for me, he never wanted to hurt me.'

"Right now he is trying to untingle his hands from the puppet strings he never even realized where attached to me and in his control."

Giving up is like saying you never meant a thing to me
when you meant more to me then I thought was too good for my fairytale dreaming

So no I can't let go of you
not until we try this again
give it our all
express embrace
our feelings words

Three weeks ago the announcement of a Valentine's dance would have sent a wave of butterflies at the thought and on the spot and up brought any sad mood now it cuts my heart again. Deep, and it's deepening as it creeps closer

Three weeks before today the coming of Valentine's Day would have been a bright sunshine to my life, a day full of love and a life loving day.
Now it brings self pity to lovers and a dagger through every smile we ever had, memories that love to repeat