I feel like I should wait, I'm not ready to get hurt again, this was the worst time. But on the other hand, I feel defenceless by not trying anything to take way this pain.

It's hard to hold hope when he fights against hope.

I long for your loving arms in a form of a holding bear hug
and your hands forming a grip around mine, and your heart, in love with me, and your mouth knowing how to saying I love you,

I long for everything about you and when I know there was love for me in you, I love for you!

Your tryin your hardist to replace the one you love, when you should be trying your hardist to get the one you love back

The ugly face of heartbreaks keeps bringing it's stupid face around and toring at me, I'm losing hope fast, because having hope makes it so easy to have crushed hopes.

"I carry with every blink regret
so many disappointments lay in a ended relationship when there was so much you held back, and waited for, but then again, it wouldn't be much better to expereinces these dreams, then miss them when it is lost!"

IT FEELS LIKE ONE BIG NIGHTMARE THAT IS EATING ME FROM THE INSIDE OUT AS I TRY TO SURVIVE THE REALITY UNROLVING OF IT.

Is it wrong to try and replace the one you love when they don't love you back?

"With the time that has passed, I don't feel like I've gotten any better. I've just been struck concently by the horror that this isn't some nightmare I'll wake up from"