. . .they want to cover up the hurting with forced distraction, heal without pulling out my problems and dealing with my regrets and thinking it through, but I'll still be lost and unsure of whatever to do!

"We're still friends and sometimes I feel like that is what hurts me the most, but it's also what keeps me a float!"

What's the point of moving on, when my heart's not into it?

What's the point of moving on, when my heart's not in it?

"Shine your light and let the whole world see, (we're) singing for the glory of the risen king, Jesus!
-Hillsong United (Mighty To Save)

Remember who stood by you, when you needed a cain, because they will be the one who never meant to hurt you, even when they go so far into it, because they thought they knew best, read the signs, as messy as they may be.

No matter how much you dream, he's not coming back

What's the point of living if you don't want me?

"I knew that when/if you left me my whole world would crumble down around me, but I didn't know that I was so far in the mud, I would want you to shot me!"

I love you, I miss you

I guess we both like pushing each other to their limit