MY HEART IS SHATTERED!!
hOW CAN i EVER PICK UP THIS MANY PIECES!!!
hOW CAN i EVER FIX DAMAGE WHEN IT HURTS THIS MUCH TO BREATH WITHOUT HIM

THIS HURT IS TOO MUCH FOR ME!!!

HOW CAN I RUN AWAY FROM SOMETHING THAT FELT SO RIGHT!!!
at least that's what I tell myself

I'm gonna say to him one of these days, "Tell me when you fall in love, because I just want you to be happy more then anything, I'm sorry I never could make you happy!"

Unsure Blossoms Tale:I was fearful 2 go slow
make U feel like there was nothin 4 U in our relationship
On my opposite fist
palm
I was afriad 2 go 2 fast
scare U away
tear forms as I relive it in my mind
replayin it
tryin 2 explain it 4 myself

Another blow prieces my soul as another through ripped through my heart, and I wonder where I should go

I cried 4 a while last night
nother memory sent me back
something I wrote caught me off guard
Remind me of what will never return
knowing that is shear pain
realizing it replies uncontrolable tears
He gave up quickly
cause I wasnt worth it!

I cried 4 a hour & a half
bring 4ward what will never come back
I was fallin apart & trumbling
In a horrifiyng state were I begged these memories 2 ave never changed form the present.

If only he loved me, if only he truly loved me, I wouldn't have to ask for anything. Only he can brighten fark dispair filled places and from clouded skies he can revile blue.

Much never said
he never new what travelled through my head
was he afraid 2 try
was I afraid of tragic change when it had been laid
he hids emotion