How do I tell you I love you when I'm not supposed to, how d I let you in when there's another, I ask you this as you get me to love you, why do I love you, why do I want to tell you I love you!!!! WHY?!!!!!!

Shield your heart the best you can, it is the only one you get!!

I usually am the one to think positive all the time, but not sense he left, I dont know what has gotten into me since, I guess the reruns of him in my head have caused me to fall farther down then I thought I was some time ago when I felt my heart back!:(

Im tired of tryin when I get let down, I <3 u but u dont seem 2 care, I say something 2 u thats hard 4 me 2 say & u disappear, make up excuses instead of answerin me & think my tears arent really here, I obviously care more bout this then u!

I love her, like a sister to me, but today she abandoned me, the pain is overwhelming, cutting deep, but still she will never see how much she means to me, the blade looks good right now, calling to me, written across is her name!!!

Ditch ditch n u ditch, I want to rip up the poem I wrote u today, I want to tell u I have had enough as the tears are running down my face, u dont seem to get the point, u dont seem to care and I no Im not the only 1 u love, but ur my only 1

Kleenex after Kleenex piling up on the counter, tears after tear falling like they are chasing the others, pain bolts through me like my whole world has shifted down a windy path where I can't go on but as I step forward I feel another knife in my back!!!

I am dealing with the fact we are never getting back together, even though part of me will always love you, what I always wanted most of all was for you to be happy & now you are, so it's getting better living with the lose of you

Y does love hurt so much & Y do I fail U so often, Y are these tears on my face as constant as theyre not, Y do I let U down every other day & Y cant the I love u's stay, how do I keep U from walking away &how do I let U no I love you anyway!

This song brought tears to my eyes

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ntKgLxgY9s&list=PL5B8C73445311EFAD

and love this one

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XaKr98ktoxU&list=PL5B8C73445311EFAD