Sometimes I pretend to care,
I show interest and hold my stare, ...
My heart skips a beat and there you are,
Four months of feeling empty and drifting too far...
This tight skin suffocates me,
Blue pills to sleep It's my only relief...
Dark motel,
You're on the floor...
Brown eyes don't mix with blue,
So how can she be meant for you...
Once again I'm down,
Thought I escaped but I don't know now...
I have this theory about love,Â
Not all love just the first one...
I have a dream like everyone else,
But sometimes it seems I should put that dream on...
I'm at my wits end,
My mind is clashing I want to give in...
Is that your heart I just heard break?
I know a smile when it's fake...
Lights out, sin grinning,
Hearts pound, hells winning...
I wanna grow old and wise,
Break the mold and cut these ties...