You know that feeling you get when you feel
nothing. It's not emptiness, it's just that...

I cannot explain to you
the pain that I'm going through...

Heartbeats raising,
emotions grizzled...

For the past year I haven't been able to fall...
I've tried everything... sleeping in a silent room...

I love your smile, your kindness, your sexiness
I love the way you defend your friends...

The people I laughed with
the people I cried for...

I thought to love is to become one
but none of that is true...

I'm done trying so hard
I'm done giving up a lot...

Unbreakable morals sculpturing my innocent smile,
They vowed that I never gossip, they promised that...

When the will of living fades away
and you are broken inside...

Let me tell you a story
that will explain my reasons...

Six years ago,
on a warm, sunny day...