With every bang, with every cheer, with every kiss that couples share, with every laugh and drink that's raised - i will miss you here and a single tear will fall for every star int he sky that is lit by those memories of fireworks tonight.

Never forget - never forget the memories that took up the last year, even as the new year dawns - look back every time you can and remember. Never forget.

_Im always okay_ Even when im hurting and things are going crazy. Even when life is upside down and im bleeding on the ground. Even when you see these marks on my arms and bruises on my skin. _Im always okay_ Its always the same.

Hurt _physically_ to escape what hurts _mentally_.
Just let us be, let this pain take me away and let my pain save me before i go insane.

The world spins and the ground churns. You don't care that you're bleeding or that the flame burns. You just wanna close off and let things fade away. Don't wanna face it now or any other day.
_Fade away_

Let the rain fall down and wash away my sins. Let the lightening strike not once but twice. Take away this pain - let me begin again.

I smile till my face hurts and laugh until my throat burns.
I fake it.
This laugh, this smile, this -happiness- you see. I just want you to smile and not worry about me.

Wise man say - if you walk through puddle, you will get wet. If you drive through puddle - other people get wet.

Life is not what you make it but what it makes of you.

And i'd ask you to kill me before you go, if you ever planned on leaving.