It makes my day to sneak a kiss,
and kills me at the same time to know I will always have to hide.

I wish we could have those times when we would talk forever about anything that came up, but now we act like we dont even know each other.

I wish I could hold you one last time. I wish I could say that I'm happy you are away and in heaven, but I can't because I want to be selfish just a little while longer and have you beside me. Every single day.

I wish I could tell you what I feel inside. But in my mind I believe this is a burden I must carry alone. I feel you may not understand. and that would simply tear my world apart.

I hate the fact that when I call you don't answer. I hate it because I know no matter how hard I wish and pray, you never will again.

I never thought I would see the day when you are with other people and I can't remember the last time I felt like your "best friend"

I never meant to hurt the one person who believed I was going to be somebody..someday