It makes my day to sneak a kiss,
and kills me at the same time to know I will always have to hide.

I wish we could have those times when we would talk forever about anything that came up, but now we act like we dont even know each other.

I wish I could hold you one last time. I wish I could say that I'm happy you are away and in heaven, but I can't because I want to be selfish just a little while longer and have you beside me. Every single day.