What do I do?
I'm so confused...

My hole life
I wanted to be someone important...

There's a fire that starts to boil my blood
adrenaline that keeps my body strong...

Your here again...begging for my heart...so...

Plz rip out my heart
Turn me to stone...

My heart twist in pain
So tightly...

I wanted us to be together ...to love each other...

I wonder what it is you see?
How is it you see the beauty inside of me...

I sit here and wonder why i hesitate ?
Why when i have everything i have wanted offerd to...

I wish you
the one reading this...

I have pain in my heart
Tears in my eyes...

You've seen bits and pieces of my pain
some old , some knew...