This place is a mistake
My birthdate was a misplace...

Im triggered today by everything
I don’t know how long it will stay...

He put me on my knees
Told me not to speak...

You listen to me speak
You listen to me weep...

Its like im in a daze
that doesn't fade...

I believe theres a little bit of me
stilling needing and wanting his majesty...

Feelings are for pathetic fools
They get you nothing...

I began this life at 14
Carrying it on into my mid twenties...

I just want to cry
To the point I want to die...

I wish everyone could see
How much it hurts me...

The thoughts just wont stop
Feels like caving rocks...

Why is control a thing
Maybe I’m going insane...