What defined me
as who I was...

I braid my fingers
let my troubles fade away...

Waiting and hoping
should be a moving wish...

Love without peace
makes me fall, on my knees...

I'm standing here
I'm losing my ground...

Suddenly the card cracks
especially the soul...

I'm like a raccoon
but I'm misplaced...

Family cries
when I take drugs and fly...

Back I remember
a weird September...

When I get dragged
by your arms...

I wanted you near
in the family to see...

The incomprehension
for strength combined with illness...