Forgive me my Lord I have been lost
Every border and boundary I crossed...

As i try to put a few memories together
A picture of me and you in warm weather...

I try to cry out when no one is around
It's never enough to fill the wound...

Remember that time when you were broken
Misused, mistreated, abused and left heartbroken...

Tears wetting my eyes as if it rains
Your thoughts storming my brains...

She told me how she wants it
Broke me apart and left me...

You might never know it
As I never have told you...

When I sit and think about you
I lift my face towards the blue...

You were warned, i say to myself
The signs were clear but you ignored...

The gift I got for my birthday
Is killing me slowly day by day...

God be my witness as you know it all
Please accept my plea, listen to my call...

As I wish and pray this night
Sleep is now far from sight...