I can see the pain in your eyes,
Begging to be set free...

As I sit here wondering,
did he finally drink enough to miss me...

Going through the motions,
the ones that I don't want to go through...

Harsh the words spoke from your mouth,
the words last sent through a text...

Love, you build it up and it falls down,
Hearts they get broken way to fast...

They said,
They always said I had a way with words...

My life,
It flashed by...

Can't breath, don't know what to do
Can no longer calm down...

I remember out two-hour conversations,
About everything and nothing all at the same time...

Calm, warm, so quiet just nature talking back and...
The grass so soft and warm, the sound of water...

only three hundred sixty-five days,
the spring wind so bitter warm...

I am tired
Tired of never understanding the way I feel...