My mind, heart and soul
Are being ripped into two...

The pendulum of my mood swings violently
From light to dark and back again...

Here you are
On your knees...

My heart aches
As I lay my fingertips on my belly...

Do you recognize yourself
What you have become...

As I walk away from you
I can feel the sorrow seeping from your soul...

Soft pastels fade silently from the clouds
As I watch the sky above...

Loneliness is the gaping darkness in your chest
It’s the moment your mind begs them to see you...

Why do I continue to allow you to drag my heart...
I did nothing but love you unconditionally...

I am addicted
To the rush I feel when around you...

I hurt
An ache so deep in my chest...

Wait...
Who am I...