Today I felt so sad
But I couldn’t tell you why...

I’ve tried so hard to trust you
But its hard for me to do...

As Im sitting here in class
I just cant help but cry...

I often try to smile
When things are going wrong...

I've been trying to pretend
That in this world I am alright...

Each day there's a new struggle
A new battle I must win...

I'm feeling so sad
I wish I knew why...

To Ashleigh:
Oh Ashleigh I'm so sorry...

You always make me smile
Whenever you are near...

I wake up each morning
With a frown on my face...

It’s almost been a year now
Since you’ve gone away...

I'm getting tired of living
Each day getting harder than the last...