I hope we are together
For time and time to come
Cause I need you in my life
To change who I’ve become...

--From my poem..."You Are The Perfect Guy" =/

What do I do..
When I find myself wanting to die?

^^April Sixth

And no matter how hard i try
I can never make this right
And my better judgement tells me
To give up and end this fight...

...some things never get better