Not wanting to let go,
I put up one big fight...

This is dedicated to my first true love S...
Amor siempre...

Why must I be the way i am?
A man who on his own can barely stand...

So far away from all the ones you love
It was hard to say goodbye...

At one point or another
We are all subject to feel pain...

I was down and out
ready to give up on life...

I'm wondering if you're thinking about me because...
I'm Wondering if you're missing me baby because my...

I picked up a journal to read what it said,
to see what thoughts actually occupied my head...

A part of me has died today,
and I know i won\'t get it back...

I\'m trying to hold myself together,
But I\'m slowly falling apart...

Emotions flowing like a river uncontrolled
A soul thats broken with no way to mold...

Maybe its because I don't go to college
Or work inside a bank...