I feel like our friendship is drifting away
We barely talk when we use to talk everyday...

*I know this is long but please read!*
Lying To Myself...

Too Late...

Part of me wishes we could be...

When I needed you the most you weren't there
When I was scared you didn’t care...

I trusted you but that was dumb,
I gave you everything and then some...

I should not have laughed at my mom when she fell
I should not have hid behind the wall and scared...

God it’s only 3 am
The sun isn't even up...

They say there is a reason for everything
But what the hell could the reason be for losing...

Why do I have to love you?
Why can not I let go...

You gave me a reason to live,
You taught me to give all i can give...

Will you still love me
Even though I'm gay...