Too Late

Too Late

Living in a cage
Living a lie
Laying in bed wishing you could die
Cutting yourself is your only way to get by
You just feel like your slowly dying inside
Cutting your wrists and slowly watching yourself bleed
Just makes you feel alive
You do it because you feel alone
You do it because of the shit you have to deal with in school and at home
You do it because when you watch yourself bleed
You just feel this release
Like all the pain that has built up inside is now finally gone
It is like for 10 minutes your in your own little zone
A place where everything is happy and a place where everything goes according to plan
Something your life never is and something your life never does
Your teachers, your family, your parents, and even your closet friends are clueless to your pain
They never see through the fake smiles and they always believe the fake I am okays
They never see the tears that roll down your face
Someone needs to stop you before it is too late
Before you take it too far and reach your final fate
Someone needs to realize your down on your knees
Silently begging to get caught, But at the same time your too scared to let someone else see all your pain
You are too scared to hurt or disappoint the ones that you love
Sometimes you just feel like your not good enough
You just wish they could see through you
Like they used to
But you guess they don’t pay that much attention anymore
Or maybe you just got better at lying, You know its one of the two
But your not sure which one it is
And you just wish that someone could see through the fake smiles and the fake I am okays
You wish that someone could see that every night you go to bed
Dreading the next day
The pain is all hidden in your eyes
All anyone would have to do is take one good hard look into your deep blue eyes
And they would see all the pain thats hidden inside
Someone needs to stop you and show you they care
Before it is too late and your no longer there.

Hey everyone. This is the first poem i have put on here for a while i kind of took a break on writing. Life got too stressful and hectic but i am finally back. It would mean alot to get some comments or votes!