I don't know if this is really real
i don't know how i really feel...

After all we've been through
its all coming back...

We make up
and say its all good...

What they don't know
is what i go through...

The thunder came by
roaring through the clouds...

You make me sick
whenever i see you...

They call her chubs
cause shes so chubby...

Mom and dad
i love you...

Don't they understand
i am hurting bad...

Are you really my friend
i mean you can be nice...

What they say
hurts me bad...

I'm wondering why you aren't here
I'm wondering why i have this fear...