Wondering...why

I'm wondering why you aren't here
I'm wondering why i have this fear
I'm wondering why you left me
I'm wondering why you did this to me

as i lay on my bed
i think of what we had
i think of what we shared
but now that you're gone I'm just too scared

as i sit on the ground
i start to cry
our love we had will never be found
just thinking about it makes me want to die

as the tears drop to the ground
it hurts even more
and it keeps me down
especially when i see these soars

so I'm sitting here wondering why
you are gone
when i thought you were mine