I never trusted real life friends...
i only trust friends that i meet online...
cause they don't break your heart...
like what real life friends do....
they care for you no matter how bad you feel...

There were moments that i wish it could happen. but now? it's just a painful memory in my heart..

My life was never great
everyone has a better life then me
so i keep my head down and look at the darkside cause my light is gone forever...

My heart was my guild, my heart made the choices, choose who the perfect girl was, and guild me pass my pain, but? now? it's broken.. am lost in a pit of darkness... no heart to guild me or love me.

Never try to love a girl.. you know what will ditch you for someone.. cause you will feel the pain am feeling..

I gave up my dreams for love... my hopes.. my wishs..cause all i ever wanted was to be loved or love someone.. but you left me..

You used to say i love you to me... i would always smile and say i love you too.. but? that just a memory that will always stay in my mind..forever

It's better to fall then walk and face your pain....

I gave up everything today.... i gave up my money... i gave up my friends...
just for a chance of forgiveness...

Christmas is perfect when you spend it with a person you love...but when you spent it alone.... it's like the worst day to be happy...