For the last month
all i could do was think of you...
Everyday i wake up lonelier
every night i breakdown and sob...
You look at me
you see a teenager...
My fears are all i know.
Night and day they endlessly haunt me...
My dreams
have become nothing more than...
One day soon
i will have the courage...
All i can do is daydream
about being with you...
Why love
when the world is full of hate...
It seems no matter what i do
or how many people surround me...
Love is pain
but not when tears is all you gain...
I use to think
that i had life figured out...
Everything i do
reminds me of what we had...