This is a poem about my cat that just died ... I...
Fat Cat is what I used to call you...

Time to give up on you,
even after all we've been through...

I hate you,
but I love you...

What changed for you to treat me this way?
Sometimes the pain makes it hard to stay...

I sit, cut and watch my blood run,
in the beginning it was all just for fun...

Our time together made life worth wild,
when I was with you I was free as a child...

You've caused so much pain deep within my heart,
and now it's time for my fresh new start...

You know it's that special time of year,
when jingle bells you start to hear...

I'm sorry I make so many mistakes,
to be perfect Ill do whatever it takes...

I can't believe you're back with her,
but is that what you truly prefer...

I wish we never parted,
now that we have I lay here broken hearted...

There's so many things I love about you,
but just as many that I hate too...