I wish I could ask you
Tell you I love you...

The battle raging, cacaphony reigning
All over the battlefield the bodies lie silently...

I will admit it now, Although I know you do not...
I want you, I'm sorry, I wish you could be with me...

You all judge me on the cuts and scars you see on...
I see you staring straight a me in disgust...

Insecurity my middle name, just cannot accept you...
I’ve been so alone, for so many years I...

I wish I could protect you, but I am too weak to...
I wish I could find the words to tell you I need...

In the night which comes so quickly, consuming me
Blinding me to the happiness I worked so hard to...

I feel so guilty for the feelings that were in my...
For the lust that overwhelmed me to the bone...

I know I seem like I don't care
But I do more than anything...

Fearless of death and of pain and anger
No reason for being so numb and hurting so much...

And another sleepless night, spent with the demons...
And another pointless fight, the knife against my...

I'm tired of dying every day
I'm tired of being in the way...