Dear God I pray to you in the heavens up above
As I lie here in my cold and lonely bed on this...

You did all you could to save me from myself
You gave me ways to stop from wanting to die...

Lying in my bed last night softly crying tears of...
I yelled to the heavens above, “Lord take me...

It’s like I’m invisible to my family
When I speak no one bothers to listen...

Why must I forever cry myself to sleep every night
Soaking my pillow with tears of sorrow and pain...

You told me how you think of me as your real...
Even though we aren’t blood related and...

You didn’t make me hate myself
You didn’t make me think those negative...

Everyday that I’m forced to see you and be...
The hatred inside me grows as I wish I could...

Every day I would wake up with a sick feeling in...
Dreading the time when I would have to leave for...

You let me glimpse into your lives
Giving me a small peak into what true love is...

So many young depressed children filled with hurt
All clutching their weapons of self destruction...

The voices in my head yell and scream at me
Push the blade deeper they say...