I sit in my room holding back my sorrowful tears
As I realize good old depression is back...

Each day I run to my room
Wondering which tool I'll use today...

Please don’t continue lying to me
I know the truth that you hide inside...

It’s been so long since we last spoke to...
I miss you more and more every day that goes by...

Inside of this frail body of mine there lives a...
So innocent and pure untouched by this terrible...

Please I beg of you, kill me
I don’t know who this is directed at...

You seemed so distant when we talked today
Like something was wrong but what I don’t...

I reach into the fridge, my hands wrap around the...
Pulling it out I hug it closely to me like it was...

You let me glimpse into your lives
Giving me a small peak into what true love is...

If the only knew what their little girl did
In her dark and lonely room in the still of the...

Give me back my weapon of self destruction
I don’t care anymore about quitting my...

Dear Lord I pray to you on this lonely night
I ask that you give me the strength I need...