If you blame others for your failures, do you credit them for your achievements?

Put on my make-up
To hide the black and blue
My biggest fear is that
Someday I'll turn into you

from my poem - Stranger

He is my heaven in the middle of hell...

Love doesn't see age, race, ethnicity, religion, distance, or time; because in every human the heart looks the same.

Go ahead, look at my angel face
But you might want to keep your space,
Because inside, deep down below
There is a monster that you don't know.

B!+ch control your mouth because I can't control my temper...

To feel the knife I put to my skin
My heart as broken as my ways
This fall was never meant to last
The reason gone and damage stays

I hang out with friends
But it's different with him
The day I fell in love
That's when my life did begin

from my poem 'My Heart"

As I put the blade to my wrist, I remember his words, "you're dead to me"

God, I think I'm going crazy
Maybe it's better than staying sane
But please don't ask me why
If there's a bullet in my brain

-thinking of making it into a poem-