Some times I wonder what would've happened if we got together the first time. Then I tell myself the world wasn't ready for us yet.

The nightmares come
can't get them out of my head
no tear drops fall
there's a cut there instead...

Put the knife to my pale white skin
Red pours out, erase my sin
Scars that stay, wounds that don't heal
Just look at how I've learned to deal...

People search all their lives
For what we have got
I seemed to have found happiness
When sorrow was all I sought

Two people love each other
you can see it in their stare
Or are they looking for
something that just isn't there

I'm not proud,
Of the scars that taint my skin
Every day is a constant struggle
And I'm hoping some day I'll win...

I love you more
Than any words can express
And I can't ever imagine
Loving you any less...

I wish I could help you
I wish for you I could stay
I wish I could take your burden
And tell you it will all be okay
But I must go now
Forgive me for my mistake
But I'm not sure how much
More abuse I can take...

Boy; what are you scared of?
Girl: I'm afraid of you leaving
Boy: why are you afraid of that?
Girl: because I know if you do, you're going to walk away and I'm still going to love you

Highschool isn't for finding your husband, it's for finding your bridemaids...

*love my hs bffs!*