Peace and Trust take years to build and seconds to shatter...

I can never love
I will forever live with this curse
for when it comes to loving me
it can only get worse...

I've fallen into this darkness
now living in a black hole
miserable and disturbed
with a broken and incomplete soul

from my poem "The Dark"

Don't be fooled by the mask
if you want to know my feelings
all you have to do is ask...

Now I regret the day
I let you go
and now that I want you
you say no...

Trying so hard to reach perfection
but all I see is fat hanging everywhere
when I look at my reflection

~From my poem "Less than what I should be"~

I promised a new life I would begin
but then I realized
promises can be broken...

~from my poem "Promises"~

In some you may get lost in my words
but some you may understand
if you read them, read carefully
because they will tell you who I am

~from my poem "Poetry"~

When she's all alone
Her world starts to cave in
She looks into the mirror
And says "everything is in ruins"

~from my poem Stand in the Rain~

Addicted to the knife
Something I said I would never need
I said I wouldn't become this
And now for fun I make myself bleed
My addiction
Will someday kill me
But then again
I was already dead, couldn't you see...

~from my poem My Addiction~