I can't keep on being your second choice, when you are always my first

Love is like a glass of water..when u drop it, and it breaks it is hard to fix

I thought I was over you, in fact, I was almost sure of it, but then, then u looked at me.....and............u smiled

If I stand, will u stare?
If I die. will u care?
If I love u, would u dare?

I would say I love you...but it’s just not enough to explain how I feel...

I tear my heart open. I sew my self shut.
My weakness is that I care to much.
And our scars remind us that the past is real.
I tear my heart open just to feel.

Shards of me, Too sharp to put back together, Too small to matter ,But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces

My problems fade away
as I watch myself bleed
for when I get depressed
this is all I need

~part of my poem "Left to die"~

I'm going to write a story
one with a twist
I'm going to write it with this blade
and slide it across my wrist

Yeah I used to be suicidal
but I'm not anymore
because now my body
lay lifeless on the floor...

~from my poem "Lifeless"~