I can't help you if I can't help myself...

I got a life once but it ended up being this one...

You're the first on my black list
because of all the scars you made
you tend to open them all back up
just as they start to fade

~Part of my poem "my biggest mistake"~

I think of the blade in my hand
and how many people have broken my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
but I'm falling apart

~from my poem "on the edge"~

So many suicidal thoughts
so many tears left unshed
for each tear that doesn't fall from my eyes
you'll see a cut there instead

~from my poem "The Truth"~

I want to cry my tears
let me cut away my pain
because when I cut
all my problems seem to drain

~From my poem "My Mirror"~

I would lock myself away
hoping eventually I'd die
left with nothing but a razor
and a million reasons to cry

~from my poem "Trust"~

So I'll continue to cry each night
knowing that you don't love me
crying because we're friends
and that's all we'll ever be

~from my poem (Just "Friends")~

A women is like a tea bag - you never know how strong they are until you put them in hot water

Life hurts more than death. when you die the pain is gone.