You know I can't seem to find my way,
it's like you're here but you just won't stay...

I'd open up,
but I'd fall apart...

Every day I wake up,
I'm, caking on this make-up...

If it's gotta get worse before it gets better,
well, you know I'm due improvement...

Twisted and tortured,
I'm triggered by silence...

Another day of this sorrow,
another day of this pain...

How did we get to this fighting,
how did we get to this part...

What can I say,
this can't be real...

I don't wanna rhyme today,
but I had to write this verse...

I'm open, I'm hoping,
this isn't the real me...

It's hard to ignore all the pain in my chest,
this doubt in my mind, can I ever find rest...

When I hear the sirens,
I pray they're for me...