I finally had the courage to tell you how I feel,
but as it goes I lost that chance for real...

I was never really whole but now I'm broken,
I never really talk I just stay unspoken...

I'm running away from the dead man,
I'm running away just as fast as I can...

I love to feel the way I do,
I love to feel pain so true...

I have feelings I can't hide,
feelings of ordinary suicide...

I've felt the pain, I've felt the pressure,
I've done it worse, I've done it better...

You look but you don't seem to see,
that this is my misery...

I hold my pain deep inside never allowing it to...
I keep it in and may never let it go...

You are the one I love,
you are the one I'm speaking of...

My heart is broken into pieces,
I need my super Jesus...

I don't need a reason just hand me the gun,
ending my life well that should be fun...

Hate Me
Every one hates me...