I don't need a reason just hand me the gun,
ending my life well that should be fun...

I don't need your sympathy,
I don't need your empathy...

Looking back it's hard to face,
all the pain from my mistakes...

I don't wanna breathe,
no, I don't wanna flee...

I think that something's wrong,
I think I don't belong...

I don't want to leave this place,
I don't want to lose your face...

I found my life, it's laying on the floor,
I found where I belong, but my mind is so sore...

I really thought we stood a chance,
at making this forever never ending...

I love to feel the way I do,
I love to feel pain so true...

I love you, you hate me, that's the way it seems...
you hate me, I love you, that's all I can do...

*Song/Poem...*
I loved her first...

I must admit that I still cry at night,
I still dry my eye, I still want to die...