&& i looked you in the eyes today,

and after all this time..

i felt n.o.t.h.i.n.g.xx

I was looking to cry
and you made me smile.
i was looking to smile
and you made me laugh.
i was looking for a hug
and you gave me a kiss,
i wasnt looking for love
but then i found this.xx

for matt <3

&& when he smiles..

everything is right in the world.

&& i cant stand your touch...

it makes me think of what you did

with her.xx

I stopped hurting myself
for you..
now i hurt myself
because of you.xx

[true]

&& part of me wants to be

completely in love with you again..

but part of me wants to move on.xx

I want to let go so bad...

but im scared ill never find someone

who will love me as much as

you do.xx

Breakups hurt....

sometimes even when theyre not yours.xx

&& its not that i dont love you anymore..

i just love him more..xx

I used to blind myself from the truth

cause i wanted so badly for you to be

different.xx