Its not because your not who i thougt you were...

its because your not who i wanted you to be.xx

You used to be
my everything
i didnt even know..
i had it all
i had the world
but then i let it go.xx

&& its so easy to be mad at you,

but so hard to let you go..xx

Im pushing through my feelings
acting like they were never there
and coming to the realization
that you no longer care.xx

two new poems.
please check em out.
they mean a lot.
X3

When did
"i love you more"
turn into
"i hate you too"

[sometimes its hard to let go]

Washing away
holding onto sand
here you are
and here I am
I have to make
you understand

part of my new poem Abstruse..
please check it out
it means a lot.xx

&& i fell in love with a great guy..

i dumped a loser.xx

Your love is like a breeze

on a hot summers day

taking all my worries and

blowing them away.

And one day when
you start to care
I know youll wish
you had me there

part of my new peom 'subsequently'
please check it out

&& its not that i fell for you and you didnt catch me..

you pushd me down, laughed, and walked away.xx