I haven't turned to this for a while
You've kept me from it for so long...

I love you more than you can ever know
Laying here tonight...

I'm so scared to get up this morning
For I remember this so well...

Maybe I was wrong to think I could Change
Maybe I was wrong to believe I could be happy...

Writing it down doesn't help anymore
Cutting not as satisfying as it used to be...

I need to sleep tonight
Got a big day to face tomorrow...

It seems like forever since I've seen you
You were always there...

I can't do this anymore
I need you here every second of my life...

I'm the one who sits forgotten
In a corner all alone...

I'm sorry
I never get things right...

This is pulling me under
This is tearing me apart...

Don't know who to turn to
Don't know what to do...