They have what I want,
His body, his time,
I have what they want,
his heart.

I'm not sure which is better?

Am I lying to Myself by Believing you?

You Know I love You, I really do..
But I can't find anymore for you,
You agreed that we were meant to be,
Yet you prove me right with every step you take away from me..

(first part from a song by the veronica's)

My ony regret was leaving you, You say you still love me,
It will just take some time, have patience,
But these are days we can never get back,
Filled with mistakes we were never meant to make

Love is irrational, there is no way I could explain the forgiveness I give him after every heartbreak, every broken promise, or the fact I'd fight for him with every inch of my being..

I simply miss who you used to be,
You're so unfamiliar to me now,
We may as well be strangers.

& They all say we can do better,
But what if better doesn't measure up,
What if they are what is best,
& Why can't they let us decide, as to what is best?

Better is just an excuse they use to try & numb the pain... unsuccessfully.

It's funny that years go by & nothing seems to change,
Then suddenly, everything is different...
Tell me, where did I go wrong & how did everything go wrong?

There is one thing stopping me from leaving everything at ur door, burning all our photographs & living as if u never existed, all that's holding me back, holding me together is ur parting words, 'we're meant to be together, u just need patience'

& If you look close enough,
In that specific spot, You'll see your name,
A scar that was carved...
Five and a Half years ago.

P.s: I still love you as much as that day.