She holds onto something she's never had,
Not wanting to let go in case he changes his mind, and sees a girl willing to do anything
for him, just to hold him one last time.

You've become a stranger in her eyes,
& All she hopes is that one day you'll
look back & realise she gave you everything
that ever made you happy.

You Joked, You'd kiss her if she beat you again, She smiled as she slowly died inside,
had it come to the point in which she had to
play cards to win your affection?

- She won, but you still walked away.

I smile like nothings wrong
You're happy while I play along
I can't play this part much longer
because this just isn't making me stronger

It's never good enough for you,
Anything I do, those boys I choose
Just aren't right and my clothes just
never fit right.

I'm sorry I'm so worthless in your eyes.

& I Can't Force Myself to have feelings,
He had chance after chance, He said
he loved me, then walked away, just
as quickly he came back, but it was too
late, too much had changed.

& He ignores her at every chance he gets,
Unless their alone, she doesn't exist. He
Never returns her calls, & never keeps his promises
So why is she still waiting for him to love her?

I should have known you'd bail on me,
In fact I did know, I just showed you the
Benefit of the doubt & still you let me
down.

The thought of you leaves me breathless
& I swear I'd do anything just to have you,
But how could I still think we have a chance
When you can't even talk

I started this knowing you would destroy me,
& I'm surprised it took you this long.