&. I'm falling for you, Like every time before, Like I never let you go.. but the truth is I never really have.

How can you ask me to stay,
Knowing you don't want me by your side,
You want that glamourous rock star life,
&. You want it without me...

You're happy as long as I'm somewhere in your life,
Even if it's at the edge, tearing me apart.

&. It seems like yesterday I was pouring my dreams out to your parents, smiling holding your hand. Now my dreams are coming true & you're nowhere in sight.

&. I want to run to you, let you hold me like you do,
Like I'm the only one, you'll never let go,
But I won't let you in like that again,
You'll have to prove you're worth my heart.

&. I finally slept the whole night through,
All because I was dreaming of him,
Instead of nightmares of you.

Don't speak the words you know I want to hear,
Let me know & understand the real you..

Should I speak the words I long to say?
Or should I keep them hidden to be OK?
Because now it could go either way,
You could say you don't want me or you could stay

&. I'm not quite sure what I want anymore,
But I do know you never quite leave my mind.

&. I fell for this boy who spoke words I'd longed to hear, for a time I knew he fell for me, but he's not any normal boy.. we can never be.

In another time or place,
Could we have our chance?
In our dreams could we be,
Or our those words the most we'll ever speak?