I KnOw I ShOuLdN't bUt iTs ThE OnLy wAy tO sToP tHe PaIn, bLoOd, It bRiNgS mY HaPpInEsS!!...

This nightmare has no end,
The walls still blackened Red,
This figures haunting me,
This fears consumed me
||**MesT**||

...I jUsT wIsH yOu wOuLd UnDeRsTaNd ThAt I rEaLlY dOnT cArE..

My LiFeZ a MeSs
I'm ThE oNe ThAt ScReWz uP tHe BeSt

~**~Scarz mark my skin, to u the thingz I do r an unforgivable siN~**~

~No MaTTa wAt he MakEz me |[*SmiLe*]| His exisTnCe MaKez mInE [W][O][R][T][H][W][H][I][L][E]~

Why won't you let us be one?
Keep each other hidden so we don't have to run
I love him so much more than life
He keeps me sane
throws away my knife

-my friends, but i like it-

Was everything you said a lie? Have you left me here to bleed? to die? Do you really love me or is this good bye?

Call me a s**t
call me a wh**e
See if I care
I've already hit the floor
You've already made me feel like s***
I already want to die

I can't do this, Can't keep living in the past, Miss what we had, It wasn't built to last