& They all say we can do better,
But what if better doesn't measure up,
What if they are what is best,
& Why can't they let us decide, as to what is best?

Better is just an excuse they use to try & numb the pain... unsuccessfully.

I simply miss who you used to be,
You're so unfamiliar to me now,
We may as well be strangers.

Love is irrational, there is no way I could explain the forgiveness I give him after every heartbreak, every broken promise, or the fact I'd fight for him with every inch of my being..

My ony regret was leaving you, You say you still love me,
It will just take some time, have patience,
But these are days we can never get back,
Filled with mistakes we were never meant to make

You Know I love You, I really do..
But I can't find anymore for you,
You agreed that we were meant to be,
Yet you prove me right with every step you take away from me..

(first part from a song by the veronica's)

Am I lying to Myself by Believing you?

They have what I want,
His body, his time,
I have what they want,
his heart.

I'm not sure which is better?

Best friends shouldn't Hurt each Other,
But were they Truly best friends if they
Don't seem to care enough to grow past it,
In any way possible..

Some says it's better to have loved and lost,
I'm starting to believe I'd be better off if I had never loved at all...

Boys like Girls.

I read those Twighlight books over & over,
Wondering why they hook me so completely,
But it didn't take long for me to see,
You got me, like Edward has Bella...

Unconditionally, unquestionably, undeniably..