&. I asked you to walk away,
Knowing full well I'd miss you,
Because I'll love you forever,
My heart just has no where left to break.

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I don't love you, I swear that it's truth,
I don't need you like I did back then,
I'll look you in the eyes & promise,
Though every word, you should know, are lies.

You're a million miles away,
Across oceans & land..
Though it seems it's been this way for too long,
I miss you more now then ever before.

&. I hate it when I predict exactly the way you'll react,
Because it reminds me after all these years,
There's still a glimpse of the boy I fell in love with,
Somewhere under the mask of insecurity, covered by popularity.

Take my friends, take my life,
I don't care anymore,
Because you can't take the one thing you want,
...Me...

& some things are better left unsaid,
Like the way you make my heart skip a beat,
The way it's only you I want to be around,
Or the fact you wish you could give me all I want

But you can't, best friend </3

Losing sleep after your confession,
To know how you felt,
Wishing I could be all you need me to be,
The same way you wish you could be all that to me.

In another time or place,
Could we have our chance?
In our dreams could we be,
Or our those words the most we'll ever speak?

&. I fell for this boy who spoke words I'd longed to hear, for a time I knew he fell for me, but he's not any normal boy.. we can never be.

&. I'm not quite sure what I want anymore,
But I do know you never quite leave my mind.