Why did you have to die?

My first christmas without you...

You've been gone since Septemeber, haven't seen you since then, and I still don't understand why you had to leave me...

This year I got everything on my christmas list except one thing, the thing i wanted most, the thing i needed most, and that thing was you...

I'm becoming the person i use to be before i met you, the person i use to hate...

Usually I write poetry about my feelings, the things i can't deal with, and I can't deal with the fact that your gone but no matter how much I write about it I still feel the same.

Him: You should try to be happier
Me: how can I be happier without you?

Q: Do I want to hang on to him?
A: I don't have a choice, if I let go of him, I'll be letting go of my life

People ask me "what do u want to be in the future?" I laugh because i dont even know if I'll be there tomorrow.

Her: What happened to us?
him: There was never an us...