Maybe what started,
should come to an end...
I feel alone,
and so afraid...
Tonight when I finally opened up,
I realized it was long over due...
I'm done with love, thats it for me.
No more fantasies, I'll let them all leave...
You made me feel beautiful again,
I had forgotten what it was like...
All through my life i have been picking the wrong...
It isn't because they are too fat or too thin...
Sun so bright,
it hurts my eyes...
With time i can see
what you meant to me...
It has started again,
something that i thought was gone...
Tortured souls,
sleepless nights...
Sitting here looking out my window,
watching seedlings floating by...
I'm slowly dying each and every day,
Hurt and confused...