Through the blows I try to scream,
but there's no stopping him...

It's that cute little smile that gets me every...
That Twinkle that reaches your eyes every time...

Dear Dairy,
I can't find a place to be safe...

Their in the shadows lurking,
I can see them smirking...

I take the knife and plunge it deep,
the blood flows from your back...

The blade and the drugs take the pain away,
the pain that they cause me...

Cuts slowly take up space on my wrists,
Death crawls into my thoughts...

I thought he was the one in the beginning,
but now I know the truth,He's just a toy...

He ripped my heart out today,
Stomped on it in front of everyone...

When I close my eyes at night,
I see the demons before me...

Huddled in a corner crying,
listening to their yelling...

In my family portrait we're all smiling.
But what happens if that picture starts moving...